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Reclaiming Aaron (Ki Tissa)

Reclaiming Aaron (Ki Tissa)

Rabbi Menachem Creditor

 

 

Ki Tissa sits like an island inside the Tabernacle narrative that defines the end of the Book of Exodus. Before it, Torah teaches the building of the Mishkan. After it, Torah returns again to the Mishkan. And there, in the middle, we are thrown into the calamity of the Golden Calf. It is not only about a statue. It is also about fear. It is about what happens when the spiritual center of a people disappears into the clouds.

 

Moses ascends Mount Sinai and is gone from sight. The people cannot locate him, cannot read his face, cannot hear his voice. The text is painfully direct. They approach Aaron and say, “make us a god, because we do not know what happened to this man, Moshe.” Their language is filled with panic.

 

Aaron responds in a way that has mystified readers for thousands of years. He tells them to take the gold earrings from their sons and daughters, and from themselves, and to bring them to him. They do. From this material Aaron fashions a molten calf. (Ex. 32:1-4)

 

How are we to understand Aaron’s personality and character after that? The episode happens at the base of Mount Sinai, so soon after the splitting of the sea, so close to Revelation. Aaron is already (or about to become) the High Priest. How can this possibly be part of his story? What is his legacy of leadership?

 

Tradition refuses to let the question go. Commentators reach for explanations, sometimes in attempts to exonerate, sometimes to interpret a narrative that defies conventional reading. Some suggest that when Aaron tells the people that they will celebrate “tomorrow, (Ex. 32:5)” he is buying time, hoping Moses will return and interrupt the impending disaster. Some suggest he never imagined the people would surrender their gold so quickly, that he underestimated the fervor of their fear. Some suggest the people did not believe Moses was a god at all, but they could not survive without an intermediary, without something tangible that helped them aim their hearts toward Heaven (32:1). In that approach, they were not looking for a new deity. They were looking for a new access point.

 

There is also a haunting midrash that says first Aaron witnessed Chur, another leader, refuse the mob and be killed, causing Aaron to say to himself: “Better to delay, better to survive, better to say yes than to be torn apart and leave the people with no leadership at all. (Vayikra Rabbah 10:3)” It is a disturbing teaching, and perhaps it is meant to disturb us. Sometimes Torah provides something other than heroes.

 

What compounds the mystery is what happens next. Aaron is not punished in the way we might expect. When Moses descends, Aaron defends himself in a way that is almost surreal. “I threw the gold into the fire, and out came this calf. (Ex. 32:24)” The Torah itself has already told us that is not what happened. The narrative is tangled, and Aaron’s character becomes, at first glance, indecipherable.

 

Later in textual history, the rabbis do something even more surprising. They do not freeze Aaron in the moment of his failure. They reshape him in the moral imagination of our people. Aaron becomes the one who loves peace and pursues peace (see Pirkei Avot 1:12). We even pray that we should be disciples of Aaron, loving peace and pursuing peace.

 

It can feel like a whitewashing of the text, a willful ignoring of history. But Perhaps it is something else. Perhaps the rabbis, in this obvious rereading of Aaron, are insisting on complexity, warning against the spiritual laziness of a single story.

 

They go further. In a Talmudic discussion about whether conflict is best resolved through strict law or through compromise, Moses becomes the model of law that pierces the mountain, and Aaron becomes the model of mediation (TB Sanhedrin 7a, as per Rabbi Jonathan Sacks z”l), of bringing people close enough to each other that a future becomes possible. Yes, you’d be right to ask in response to this suggestion where that is to be found in the biblical text. It is not obvious. It is interpretation. It is aspiration. It is a community trying to learn how to live.

 

So what do we do with all of this?

 

One lesson is that history is complicated. If we flatten Aaron, we flatten Torah. If all you know is that Aaron made the calf, you will miss both his history, other moments in his life, and what later generations struggled to discover. Similarly, if all we know is the Aaron-centered prayer about loving peace, you will miss the dark valley that prayer is trying to climb out of. We are not allowed to claim certainty when we only hold one strand of the story.

 

The moral lesson here is urgent. As the modern civil rights leader, Bryan Stevenson, has taught, “Each of us is more than the worst thing we’ve ever done.” That truth does not erase accountability. It does not excuse harm. It does not pretend consequences do not matter. But it does insist on the possibility that a human being is larger than their collapse. Aaron is more than the episode with the golden calf, even if the calf and its consequences are real and weighty.

 

And that lesson pushes against something that is corroding our public life. We have grown addicted to instant verdicts. We meet a person in a single sentence, a single post, a single moment, and we declare we know who they are. We do not say, I wonder what is happening there. We do not often say, tell me more. We do not ask, what fear is driving that? We frequently substitute snap judgment for relationship.

 

Ki Tissa refuses that substitution. It forces us to sit inside panic, inside absence, inside spiritual adolescence. We were newly free then. We did not yet know how to be a people without a taskmaster. And when the one who carried our confidence disappeared into the cloud, we panicked like children panic when the trusted adult leaves the room. That does not make the Golden Calf acceptable. It does make the human story legible.

 

Perhaps Aaron saw a mob, trembling and spiraling, and made a decision in a moment of impossible leadership. Perhaps he tried to contain damage. Perhaps he failed. Perhaps he compromised when he should have stood firm. Perhaps he stood with them when he should have stood against them. The Torah does not let us resolve him neatly, because life is rarely neat.

 

But out of that complexity, the rabbis extract guidance for us. We should aspire to be the kind of people who endure the slow work of repair. Be the kind of people who do not presume to know the whole story of another human being, because so much context is invisible from the outside and deeply felt on the inside.

 

To love peace and pursue peace is not to avoid truth. It is to refuse cancellation as a strategy. It is to choose curiosity over certainty. It is to choose relationship over the quick dopamine of condemnation. It is to believe that people can be brought closer, and that closeness can change what seemed fixed.

 

Our world needs peace. It is hard to know what peace looks like in every situation, but it is not hard to know we need it.

 

May we learn from the strange, complicated, unresolved figure of Aaron. May we become disciples of the part of him the rabbis refused to let die.

 

May we do our part to bring more understanding, more patience, and more healing between people. And may that pursuit of peace be one of the ways we keep faith when the clouds feel thick and the path feels uncertain.

 

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Upon the Death of an Enemy (2011)

 

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Upon the Death of an Enemy (c)Rabbi Menachem Creditor 28 Nissan, 5771 May 1, 2011  Immediately upon returning from our community's Yom HaShoah commemoration tonight, I was greeted by the news that Osama Bin Laden, Yemach Shemo veZichro/May His Name and Memory Be Erased, had been killed by U.S. forces in a mansion outside the Pakistani capital of Islamabad.    From the immobility of being a Jew confronting the Shoah, the worst disaster our People has ever endured, I was shocked into the confusion of once again being the New Yorker I was nearly ten years ago, in shock, afraid, and helpless to do anything in the face of the worst assault on the United States in its history.     Which emotion is the right one?  Is there a "right" one?  Can there be only one in a moment like this, when we remember as Jews our 6 million during the Holocaust and we remember as Americans the almost 3,000 people killed on September 11, 2001.  How do we respond when the architect of enormous evil is brought to justice?  What does it mean for us, as Jews, and as Americans, that Osama Bin Laden has been killed?   According to a Midrash, when the angels rejoiced at the victory of God and the deliverance of the Children of Israel at the Red Sea,  they invited God to join their celebration. God declined, saying, "How can I rejoice when my children are drowning?"  God's response, as intuited by our tradition, teaches us that the very people who enslaved and tortured us were still human beings when viewed through sacred eyes.    But a human being, an irrevocable Divine Image, is not immune from Justice.  When  the trial of Adolph Eichmann, which lasted off and on from April of 1961 to May of 1962, ended with Eichmann's execution, Rabbi Martin Cohen remembers being told by his father that "the entire Jewish people was having a party that day."  Rabbi Cohen goes on to say, "I'm not sure I knew what he meant. Maybe I did. Probably not."     I'm not sure what I mean right now.  I'm relieved that an evil has been eliminated from the world.  I'm mourning our lost Six Million.  I'm watching the crowds on Pennsylvania Ave and Ground Zero, weeping at all that happened and is forever changed, aching for some healing and some small amount of hope.  I'm still hearing the testimony from a Shoa survivor shared less than three hours ago echoing in my heart, proud to have joined as a large Berkeley Jewish community to bear witness to our collective pain.   I'm lost right now.  That's all I think I can mean at the moment.   We do not rejoice at the death of our enemy.  The implementation of justice is not a joyful celebration.  As Rabbi Cohen writes of watching the recording of Eichmann's trial, "In this man's eyes are reflected the ghosts of his uncountable victims...and also nothing at all."  I am riveted by the face of Bin Laden.  I do not want to look into his eyes.  Those eyes witnessed the snuffing out of so much life; those eyes remained willfully blind to the pain and loss he caused.  I believe justice has indeed been served today.  Joylessly, as is appropriate.   May America know a measure of comfort after these almost 10 years, and may we redouble our efforts to rebuild our Nation in a more unified way, knowing that this incredible pain has been felt by members of every political persuasion.   May the Jewish People bear testimony to the attempted Destruction of our People by redoubling our commitment to building and supporting our Jewish communities, knowing that every moment of Jewish Living is the ultimate legacy of those who died Al Kiddush haShem, for the Sanctification of God's Name.   May our vulnerable world sleep a little easier tonight.   Amen. --- Rabbi Menachem Creditor

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